Very alone on a Sunday morning, at the end of an emotionally
draining week, and I was killing time before driving myself
to the airport to catch a flight home. My bags were packed,
the camera gear carefully stowed, but on the table were the
flowers which had been a source of hurt, and I felt the sudden
need to memorialize them. I cracked open the camera pack,
dug out the nearest body and lens and, with a heavy heart,
set to work, continuing until I could not delay my departure
any longer. In leaving I closed a physical
door after a symbolic door had already slammed shut, knowing
well that neither would ever again open as long as hearts
remained closed. |